i've been pissed off for the past two weeks
when something is bothering me, everyone will know about it.. i'm not the type who would keep my feelings for myself.
one of my friends did something i didn't like. i told that person about it, and then, whoa! no reaction. no apologies, no questions about whatever act that that person did, nothing. nada. none. but i would not hold a grudge against someone although it did took a few days for my mood to cool off. oh yeah, hate the act, not the person.
i was also saddened about the idea that i would be leaving HK soon. HK has been my second home for more then seven months. i hate to leave. i hate saying goodbye to new found friends. i'm not looking forward to going back to that boring job in manila. my work was more challenging (not to mention toxic) here in HK.
the month end closing also meant going home at 11, 12, or 1 am everyday. that made my mood even more sour. i don't mind going home at that time, but as i've been feeling terrible for the past two weeks, i'll be bound to shout at the next person who will bother me. another push would trigger it.
but as i've said, EMO DAYS ARE OVER!
i've made new friends, gone partying, had a great time, proven that i'm still irresistible (haha), did not feel terrible the next day. good times.
my HK boss, ella, asked if i wanted to stay. of course i said yes. i didn't think about the offer, i'm thinking about the experience i would gain if i stayed. it would be easier to look for a new job elsewhere, knowing that my market value has increased. i'm just praying that my Manila boss would let me go. she better offer me a mighty increase to make me stay, or i'll leave the bank if she doesn't. yup, yup, still good times.
i have a reason to stay up late at night, chatting with that special someone who also makes me feel special. yup, just hearing him say how much he loves me and cares for me would relieve me of all the fatigue and headache after working 14 hours a day.
emo days are indeed over.
i just hope this would last for a while
